How weird a day- I went to where we used to live, and watched the home transporters hook up to the front of our old home to deliver it to the new owners place. Only to come to our new place and see our old home come into the housing development we have moved into .
It was so weird to see the place we had 16 yrs of memories in kind of follow us as we had left it behind.
I really did love that house, and I hope it bring the special moments to someone else that it did for us.
Unfortunately the age of the home made it impossible for us to do a land/home deal with it. We had to get a newer home.
There are many stressors with this move, and most are able to successfully conquer.
First is the yard, Mark loves a mowed yard and he used to mow ours when he was able. He and I did a few sessions of both mowing and we would meet wherever we ended up. This yard is definitely too big to tag team on in a 30 or 45 minute stretch- I am thinking 2 of us pushing it would be close to 2 hours.
We are going to look at riders tomorrow- see if we can find one within a certain amount of money, and have it be one that will hold up.
Mark is very worried about his future right now, his depression is enveloping his visions to an area he can not see or feel. His get up and go has got up and went. It is a struggle to do stuff, I truly believe part of this is due to the medications, and they seem to not be attacking the depression and anxiety, which is fueled by this new home, the higher bills and his lack of being able to work right now.
I gotta tell you, I fell awful for him, I do try to encourage him and tell him this is not forever, but when you are low, so low there is no light, well words are just words, kinda wasted air.
I will take a shot of the lawn machine we end up with, Jeff and Justin have committed to help us with the lawn, but I am thinking if we had a rider, it would give Mark something he could do during the week too.Walking this yard would not be impossible, but it would be a challenge. I am willing to give it a good honest try, but I really think a rider would be better.So more to follow... have a good weekend. Love Cindy- Mrs justa